Note to Future Self 2

Dearest Future Patty,


Today, depression visited you. It's been quite a while since he last saw you. He's insisting to see you since last wednesday but decided to come today. He's been hanging around since this morning, but his aura has been haunting you since last week. As usual, he ask you the same question that he always ask, "WHY" and "What went wrong"? At first you pretended that you didn't hear anything at all and just completely ignore his presence. He repeatedly questioned you for what was happening to your life until you can no longer ignore him. His persistence and determination prevails. And when you tried to answer his questions, he mocked you, and belittled you once more. Tonight, he's insisting that he'll stay beside you. The night will be long and in no time, misery and loneliness will be coming over to accompany you and depression. I just hope that when we see each other in the future, you have completely turn your back to depression, misery and loneliness.


Until then..


love,
PRESENT Patty