First Day Funk

First Day. How will i even begin to explain my first day at the hospital. Like what Cady Heron said at the movie, Mean Girls, "The first day of duty was a blur. A stressful, surreal blur." I am lost. Completely LOST. I don't know what i'm saying. I don't know what i'm doing. I acted and looked like an awkward-looking-IDIOT. I just stand there awkwardly and staring at the nurses blankly. I feel so stupid and dumb. ='( I suddenly feel so small and realized that my years are so behind me. I feel so withdrawn because of my batch and my age and my hospital experience. I realized how much time i have wasted. Years that i should be growing personally and professionally. I wanted to blame someone else. But the blame is all on me. ='( I feel so insecure. I just hope that i will be able to prove myself and everybody else of my capabilities and skills. This is my last shot. If ever i fail on this, i don't know what else i'm gonna do. I just pray that God would help me go through this. ='(


Ciao for now.


love,

Happy Days Once More =)

I'm soooo excited for Monday! It's like going back to school on a first day. I'm filled with different emotions. I'm thrilled, anxious, happy and most of all, excited! I get to go back to practice my profession and hopefully this time it's for good. Being a nurse is the thing i really wanted to do and at the same time it's the only profession i know i'll do good. And i thank God for letting me do what i do best. 

Everything happened from slow motion to fast forward. And that said, i don't know if i could do everything in so little time. I have to buy and prepare stuffs i need for Monday. My uniform's not even made until Sunday afternoon. AARRRRGGHH!! And for that reason, I also have to cancel attending my friend's christening for her daughter. Well, it's just an excuse but yeah, you can also say that. hahaha. 

Because of the little time i have. I have to list things that i need to do and i need to buy.

Cramming Sessions once more

OOTD: May 21, 2011

My first "Outfit of the Day" Post. Please bear with me.. =)

Dress from: 168 ;)

Shoes from: Chelsea, Landmark

Bag from: Charles and Keith

Ciao for now.

love, 

Tayo na sa ANTIPOLO

Well, i've been gone from a couple of days now. And it's only until this moment that i find time posting in my blog. Well, this post was kind of late since this was supposedly a blog entry for last Saturday. But oh well, BETTER LATE THAN NEVER... ;)


Every year, my family and i always make sure that we were able to go to Antipolo to hear mass every month of May. Having to commute, Rain or Shine, that doesn't stop us from visiting the Shrine of Our Lady of Peace and Good Voyage/Imaculate Conception Parish. It's our family vow. My mom said that all she had wish to Our Lady of Peace and Voyage came true. =)


This year, we made our visit last saturday, may 21. It's kinda sad because glad's wasn't able to join us because for 1) she's already married and 2) she's pregnant. Although it feels that we were incomplete, (you what they say) the show must go on.
Ofcourse since NIKKO's already with us, we didn't let this chance pass without having our kodakan session.


Shrine of Our Lady of Peace and Good Voyage's Altar

Ceiling

And everytime we go to Antipolo church we never fail to visit the statue of Our Lady of Peace and Voyage and say our short prayers.